ROADLESS JOURNEY
I didn’t know that
which genre of expressions will I finally choose but from the childhood the
feelings and wistfulness of deprived and strugglers have been in the centre of
my activities. When I came to Patna to study, the fascinating city impressed me
in many ways. On one side was the world with joy and thrill and frauds of daily
life whileas on other side stood the crowd of those people who leave their
homes early morning to do hard labour for their survival. Even a low wages work
would bring happiness to their faces and the fear of not getting any work was
evident from their eyes. Coolies, rickshaw drivers, rag pickers and other such
people who played cards under shadow less trees and shouted abuses at one
another for just a rupee or a bundle of beedi started affecting my mind
and created in me the feelings of opposition and rejection against the web of
illusions of mainstream people. No doubt that those faces have wiped away from
my memory but their activities are still imprinted in my mind. When I selected
colours as my profession, a strange sad comfort came in. I don't know how
colours touch the sensibility of eyes of people but I get creative satisfaction
when I use them.
Children and
women have affected me greatly. The images of women have impressed me and led
me to know and draw them. At one level, a section of humans and vagabond
animals are shown living in one system as a compulsion. Things have got mixed
so much that when I try to separate them, they get dissolved again. I am constantly
inspired and disturbed by birds-animals and hardworking environment of life of
farmers. I am reading the language of furrows of those faces that have a story
hidden in them. Having no words to express my emotions properly, I request you
to walk forward towards my pictures.
MANISH UPADHYAY
MUMBAI..